I'm pretty sure I had a freaky Twilight dream.. but thas what drinking an energy drink and falling asleep does.

AQUARIUM TODAY. I know you're jealous. Too effin back i'm crampy as hell, thank you being woman.

I'm watching sis go pitter pat, said I could do that... I could do that- A Chorus Line

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BREAKING DAWN SPOILER. so eff off if you haven’t read the books like a real twilight fan would..(or if your not quite there yet)

Since you’re obviously not following me on twitter (http://twitter.com/samanthaxjean) you didn’t get to see/hear my Kristin Stewart rant. And no, I don’t care if I spelt her name wrong, I’m not wasting my time looking it up, instead I shall vent/complain. Fist of all she’s a pot head who got fired, but really who could replace her in the movie? No one, so of course they took her back. It’s like replacing Chelsea Hander from the Chelsea Latley show (yeah yeah, I’m reading her book lame reference I know). DOES NOT WORK.

So the Twilight movie is growing on me actually.. maybe its because I re-read the book and saw: .. it was pretty close.. missed shit loads of stuff…kinda doesn’t make sense on its own..and that I want Alice Cullen to be my best friend..she can hide Jasper.. He’s not trained yet. Soo.. the book is a bizillion times better than the book..and I have no clue why Stephenie Meyer let them make a movie..but whatever. Edward Cullen is only a cutie here:

He has a good heart..the character, but the makeup artist needed some help.

And Tyler Lautner… how old is he? four? he looks four? okay okay.. 12. Like how is he a “hottie” in this New Moon? I don’t understand, besides his fake beautiful smile.. I’m not a fan.

ANWYAYS this is my fuckyoubella…FUCK YOU BELLA SWAN-(CULLEN)
[as in book AND movie]

YES they get married. Sorry kiddies who think the movies are good enough. Shoulda read that bold print up there.

She is a selfish whiny beeooottcchh.

Shit man, I FRIGGIN LOVE THE BOOKS. I love the storry.. for the most part. But this girl.. Dayum. That’s all. DAYUM. (in the bad way)

Oh i feel so much better. Thank you for wasting your time with me :]

[samanthaxjean]

Are you there hot shower? It's me, Samantha.

Being hungry and a little cranky might be better than working out right? lol. Today i worked out with my boyfriend. Strange, I know. We have an elyptical (who cares how its spelled, i don’t ) that is never used so today, we used it. I don’t run, or anything of the sort. I just want to take a shower. But nooo. I have to wait for him to finish running and stretch with him. oh joyous. And yes i’m so unflexable i’m stretching as i’m writing this.

On a happier note I’m reading Chelsea’s Hander’s Book, “Are you there vodka? It’s me, Chelsea.” Funniest shit ever. Ilybitch.

It's just a little thing,

crush.

Why yes I made a Mandy Moore reference, your problem is?

I’ve had a crush on you for years. Ha, I’ll never act on it, and I don’t know what the heck I’d say if you did. I feel like a crazy fan girl. But i do love your music, more than you could ever know. A song has never made me cry before before I listened to one of yours… besides the “this was mine and my ex’s song it makes me sad waaahh” lol. Or shit like that, where a song reminds me of something. I was at a show, trying not to bawl.. in public Dave! ya got me in public! (Dave Smallen, duh, in case you don’t know me well enough to know. lol. but, ssshh its a secret :P )

[samanthaxjean]

Everything changes and nothing changes she said 'there's gotta be a word for that in some other language'

I'm a music snob

Your music sucks. Mine is better Yours makes you depressed, mine makes me happy. I think that's your problem.
Excep for hessica, I hella ..hmm.."tolerate"(I don't know how to say what I want) your music. We have true love.
Let's get married. Well have a boy named sphen.

Anyways.
I guess this is a good placeto complain and vent. I'm just not as "artistic" as you think you are.

My cats crying. Goodbye.

Laffy taffy

My mom gave our Halloween candy to the troops. That's fine. I just wish shed have let me get all the laffy taffy out. I've been addicted to it. Über sad face.

In other news I love leaving class early on Thursday. It's enjoyable.

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Complaining.

[venting]

I know I complain every now and then. But I'm not as whiny as she is.
Its your fucking life, if you don't like it change it sweetheart.
STOP COMPLAINING!
The occasional, "i feel like crap today" "i feel ugly" "*insert something complainish*" is okay, but when that all you constantly say. People DON'T like you, hah, and you wonder why you have no friends. Stop crying dear. Thank You.
*sigh*

[/venting]

Halloween

"I don't want to live. I want to love first, and live incidentally."
- Zelda Fitzgerald


Halloween was pretty fun. Small parties, that turn into reunions are the best.

We watched scary movies outside on a big screen projector and ate tons of food and candy.
Orphan was really good.
Scream 1, 2, and 3 were funny, and a little scary.

Adam, Chris, and Brandi came over around midnight and brought along a "playboy bunny" and a "doctor". Miss. Bunny was drunk off her butt! She was entertaining.

Flickr.

http://flickr.com/photos/samanthaxjean

Like I Said,

Really inconsistent.

I have a rough idea about what I'd like to do with this.

I actually couldn't figure out my username and password so that's mostly why I haven't been on here.. mostly.

Inconsistant this will be!

I told myself I would find time everyday to write in this... hah, too late.
Love it.

oh well, there will be more over the weekend for sure:) (woo-hoo weekend starts the minute i get home today, 3ish? 4ish? :D....edit..FIVEish. ARGH)

The Matches Pt. 1

I'm OBSESSED with The Matches. I love them. Words can't even describe. hah. So therefore this is only part one, because well.. I'm sure I'll just have to share how much I love them again after their show next weekend.

Anyways let me introduce you..

This lovely man.. is Shawn Harris. (yes, and me.. and why yes in hell..I mean Marysville. and yes I do travel more than two hours to see them play, and yes I endure extreme heat at warped tour.. understand yet?)
He is lead vocals and plays rhythm guitar.

This is Jon Devoto. (Rasputins in Berkeley)
He's lead guitar, and damn good.

Still, Matt Whalen. (HelL3)
DRUMMER! amazing drummer. His name is Matt Whalen.. really.. and if you knew the salty eyes ques.. you'd get why he's still Matt Whalen... :P

Rent

"There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
NO DAY BUT TODAY!"


Alright, well, RENT!
Rent was written by Jonathan Larson who sadly never got to see his amazing project move on to Broadway. Larson died after the show's first dress rehearsal.

Now, more about why I LOVE Rent..

I saw the movie before I saw (the filmed version) on stage. They both have their positives and negatives. I think because I saw the movie version first I like it more. After really paying attention to and watching the (recorded) stage performance I thought that that was amazing as well... It's just not what i was used to. I'm very sad that I never got to see Rent on Broadway before it closed. I'm sure it will be touring, and that I'll get to see it eventually, but it won't be the same, yet I will still be grateful. :) Shoot maybe Idina Menzel will be in it ;P (haha, love her!, and yeah right! wishful thinking)

POSITIVES:
-Who doesn't love a good musical!?
-Excellent talent--voices, actors, musicians, directors, everyone who worked on this show!
-Good story to learn from. You may have someone in your life with AIDS, or you may not.. But, if you do, I'm sure you'd be able to relate to this. On the other hand, like me, I don't know anyone who has AIDS, I learned a little about it. But overall it gives off a good message, everyone needs to live their life to the fullest because you never know when it can be your last day. "No day but today".

NEGATIVES:
-SAD! --AIDS! A few of the characters have AIDS, which, hello-SAD. Nobody like to see other people suffering.
-LONG.--Both the movie and the recorded live/live version are pretty long, if you cant handle long movies, this might not be for you (even though its super good!:)
-Both are different. Like I said before, if you don't like "remakes" of things, don't watch both ok? cause one will just irk you, and thats never any fun.

Begining.

Let me just warn whoever stumbled upon this, I'm a horrible writer, and I'm just experimenting, I'm bad with expressing myself especially when it's about things I love, I get too excited, and my words get stuck. Maybe, just maybe this will be somewhat helpful. Be patient with me for awhile k?
Oh and I'm a bad speller, sometimes Firefox just can not help. Haha.

Who wants to give me suggestion on how to format what i write about like.. different sections of why i love *insert something here*.

Sorta like:


SAMANTHA JEAN LOVES:
-Music
--The Matches
Who are they:
Where are they from:
Why:
Good:
Bad:


OK. that's kinda silly (no? yes? Lol) but give me things like that, ways to figure out what to consistently write about in each entry.
Do I make sense?